Proud Finisher |
Several of my friends are participation in the Oklahoma Memorial Marathon and Half Marathon in a few weeks and were encouraging me to participate. I knew if I did that I would be walking and didn't feel I could justify the long trip and expense to walk 13.1 miles. I'm sure it would have been a moving experience but I didn't think I was worthy. But the thought stuck in my head and I wondered: am I giving up or chickening out? I knew if I did a 1/2 it would have to be on my terms without the long miles and hours of running the others were putting into their preparations. They are dedicated beyond belief and some amazing runners and will do great at OKC.
And then a thought hit me. My friend Meghan M. is the race director for the local Recreation commission and had a multi distance event planed for this weekend. She and I talked about my issues and my need to walk the entire distance. The 1/2 Marathon runners were to start at 10:00 in the morning but she gave me permission to start two hours early so the race workers would not have to wait around forever while I finished. Then I had to see if I could keep my body moving for my expected 4 hour trek.
Walking 7 miles the first weekend and 10 the next without much more than a blister on my little toe and some tired muscles told me I was good to go. What's 3 more miles when you've walked that far? Right? So I made my final preparations, confirmed with Meghan my game plan, and with a wave to her as she was just setting up the event area I hit the road.
It was 38 degrees at the start with a 15 mph headwind. The wind chill was around 25 and I was cold. I
Three tired 1/2 marathoners. |
The wind picked up even more as I walked and by the second hour I was dodging tumble weeds. I was so happy to see the blue port-a-potty at the turnaround point because I knew a tailwind would be blowing me all the way home. I texted Meghan and told her about the conditions and that I was on my way home. That was a little before the others started their race. I was half way done and my pace was pretty good even into the wind. I was going to beat the 3:45 that I was hoping for!
Halfway back at about the 8.5 mile mark I saw the first of the official 1/2 marathoners. I had the wonderful pleasure of giving each and every runner a high five as we passed and told them to keep going, the tailwind would be wonderful. I didn't mind being alone out there for the first part of the race but it sure was nice to see people and feel that encouragement for the last 4 miles. My friend Kate H. and neighbor Doug S. where out there pushing hard against the wind and doing so well. Soon I was seeing the 10K runners headed my way, then the 5K, then the 2 mile walkers. What fun to see all the different fitness levels and ages all trying to improve their lives by moving their bodies no matter how fast or how slow.
A 1st place medal, what a hoot! |
It just seemed prophetic to do a 1/2 marathon to mark the 1/2 year anniversary of my diagnosis. I do believe that I can do anything I want but in my own way and in my own time. RA will not keep me from living my life and I refuse to stop anytime soon. Turtle power will get me through.
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ReplyDeleteSo wonderful!!!!! COngrats to you!
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