Run Anyway
I’m not posting this for sympathy. I’m not posting this to
make myself seem special. I’m posting this to remind myself to Run Anyway. Yesterday
I was officially diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis, commonly referred to as
RA. I choose to think of it as Run Anyway because that is what I intend to do.
A few months ago my fingers started swelling and would get “stuck”
in the bent position if I moved them too far. The stinging and aching was
beyond the control of standard over the counter meds and only getting worse.
Soon the pain spread to my entire hands and my feet. Once it hit that stage I
knew something had to be done. Running was becoming very painful so I didn’t do
much of that at all. That doesn’t make for a good triathlete!
We live in an area without a rheumotogist so off I went to
the big city for an evaluation even though my local doctor and I had already pretty
much narrowed the diagnoses down to RA. The specialist confirmed it and we are
now working on a plan of attack. There is no cure for RA but the treatment can
slow the progression significantly. My joints are only slightly damaged and
although it isn’t reversible I should retain most of my function. I’m really
looking forward to a reduction in the pain. The treatment isn’t without side
effects and I’ll have to be monitored closely.
So instead of feeling sorry for myself and picking out a
nice comfy rocking chair and cane, I’m going to run. And swim. And bike. Heck,
I wasn’t fast to begin with so slowing down doesn’t bother me. I’ll just have
to be a little more careful about how I structure my training and I’ll be fine.
From now on, RA = Run Anyway. I’m not giving up. This is
more reason than ever to stay active and as fit as possible. I plan on doing
triathlons for many years to come. I’ll do the best I can with what I’ve got.
No excuses and no expectations. Just RUN ANYWAY!